Poems of My Memory

Our memories keeping us alive



* My Memories

I never will be the same again
Without memory of them,
Who I was loved entire life,
But now only I survive.

What should I do without them?
What should I think about? There
Left nothing only sadness deeply
Which telling me and make believe me.

I have to, I’ll, for sure believe
That only we together live.
Without them it’s only me
But we together – more of me.

My memories keeping me alive.
Without it I’m not survive
Because it’s part of me and you.
Enjoy your life, be glad preview.


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* Remembrance

Narcissus and lilac were blooming...
Those days you were going away
To let us remember that you were
The best of all flowers always.
You were like these beautiful roses
Which cover your last-latest home -
The roses that blooming this season
And always are going to bloom...

Your heart truly was very kind
And caring, and thoughtful always
About your husband, your children
But never about yourself.
So now it’s over – it’s finished
Your road in this beautiful world...
But we will remember your spirit
And do everything that’s been told.

You let us remember your striving,
Your energy, wisdom and smiling.


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* Sad Memory

I felt very sad that you died
So quick, unexpected and quiet.
Why should you go? Why?
But maybe you were very tired?

It was in a hurry... You went
To a different world – last forever
Without complains and fear
But only unfairly been never.

You always were ready to share
Your feelings. You give all to others.
Just maybe why nothing left
Between us – feel close to each other.

And nothing could happen in next
To solve all these problem or fail,
Because you were hurry to rest
From your inexpressible feelings.


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* Year Without You

One year went by... We missed so much
Your smile, smart, attention catches.
Can’t we forgive what happen with
Your lovely heart, your optimism.
You were for us, we were for you
And always we were close to you.
What now? Nothing to compare
With feelings which we felt up there.

Extreme sadness takes our mind,
Long time we live without smiles
But we were talking between us
About you like you are trust.
We felt like you are here again,
We dream like you are never gone.
You were among us all the time –
We felt, we dream, we talk with smile.

Were happy we to think like this
That you still again exist.
Remember all your smart advises
This gave us power compromises.
And I believe forever now
That it could happen… Bravo, bravo!
You have to be alive long time
In our hearts, in our smiles.


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* To You

I came to your home; I came to your life
With open my mind like your only wife.
I was very naive and trust you for all
Without believes that it’s different world.

I gave you me feelings, I gave you my heart,
My dreams and desires, hopes, my family art.
With time, very soon, I began realize
All that I have you can’t recognize.

You saw everything in the different view
Therefore you can’t see my feelings for you.
All years of survival put shields on your heart
You weren’t believed in my honest and smart.

You start to ignore me, count only on you,
Its make me so sad – block my mind from you.
Look now what happen – we hardly can talk,
We came to the edge, it has to get broke.


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* Unforgettable

Its unforgettable what happens than –
That biggest tragedy for the World and a man.
It will remind us how hard to be first,
Because those dirty minds want to reverse.

They are so foolish and for sure with hopes,
They could be the winners with all their troops
And they imagine that it would give them pride
Without knowing that could be so tight.

It’s true that thousands of people died.
No words to describe sadness in our mind,
But since it happens we’ll know very well
How evil looks and we’ll be prepare.